There are trees as green like an alien and water so blue it felt like i was in a painting. As i drive by the famous Haleiwa sign the energy in the air just changes. My mind starts to wonder, all my stress and irritations just goes away. I feel like im free because all the weight i've been carrying just lifts off. Nothing to worry about and nothing to think about. As the heat of the shimmering sun warmths the sand and makes it feel so good as it rubs on my skin. Everything i've been worrying about the ocean can just take it away and help me forget. Instead of hearing people yelling and lecturing me there is just water crushing agents the monstrous rocks. All i see is surfer boys skid on the beautiful waves.
Sitting on the steaming yellow sand just relaxing to soft music on my iPod, eating the best spicy ahi bowl to fill my stomach up.As my mind goes blank it's wide open for everything and anything, i don't have to be afraid to be myself anymore because i know there is know one big to judge me. I'm to far away from my problems for it to hurt me. No one to impress, no one can judge. My pain and tear just suddenly don't exist anymore. It's just me and the beach, nothing can stop me from doing anything. As I lay down with my face up to the sun and the nice cool breeze just kiss my cheek, my mind starts to wonder to a different place . For once i don't have to be scared about zoning out because i know that it's okay to do it.
My body starts to heat up from the bright sun, my mind starts to wonder back. I sit up sweating from the heat the sun was bashing on my body. As i cross the sand my feet starts to touch the moister on the ground. My body takes a moment to realize the small things that's going on around me. Little kids learning how to swim, friends laughing there heads off, and surfers pummeling on waves. Walking deeper and deeper into the nice cool water i dip my head in and see the fish swimming around me, My mouth starts to curve up. The fish in the water just swim around not giving a care in the world. Nothing to think about or stress about except on whats going on at that very moment. Then thats what gets me thinking. I should be like a fish! Just focus on whats going at that very moment. Stop over thinking things.
To sum everything up haleiwa beach park is my special place because it's so far away fro hom and my problems i don't have to worry about anything anymore. It helps me feel undefeated and safe, its a place where i can fit in. A place i know everything is right. No thoughts, no stress. Just me and the water. It's something i appreciate in like and that i'm very grateful of.
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