By
my one deed of kindness I get betrayed by your selfish heart
My
heart torn apart not knowing what to do but to just play along
Giving
you my heart but deep down inside I’ll always remember what happen
And no matter how much I try to forget
Thinking
about it breaks me and makes me lose respect
Wishing
that, that one mistake didn’t happen
Being reminded by my own thoughts
Makes everything harder to see
Jealousy takes over my mind and makes me say and do things I
don’t mean
As I slip poison that is formed into words into your mouth
Seeking for answers I don’t even know
Wanting revenge for what you did but never wanting to do the
exact mistake you caused
Want you to feel what I felt
Which taking power over you comes to mind
Thinking if I become dominant over you
Or lead you I could feel better
As I attempt to reach for the top you catch me in my own act
and just shooting me
Downing in my own fear for it happening again
Slowly I try to build myself back up
Not letting you touch me
I may not be able to take you over
But my quest to see power over you
Turns me getting power over other people
Gaining loyalty and power over people I didn’t mean to do
No matter what happened
I gave you what you wanted
Thinking that maybe you’ll have guilt build up on you
To match the exact same feeling I went through
Having that be Impossible
I will keep the last thing you didn’t take from me
Hope, that one day you’ll be able to feel the way I did
Broken.
